Well i had to the feeling to type. i went online for about an hour and realise that on one was online. well it’s a school night so okay then whatever.

anyway, ever had the feeling where you heard an old song then like you start to bump and nod your head thinking yeah this was the shit back then. I just had it. Then i kinda had this old memories of  last year.

Alot kinda  happen. I have this habit of sometimes thinking what if this wasnt this and what if i did that and that happen. Would i still be where  i am now?

Honestly. I’m not really sure how i feel. I’m suppose to be happy. Yet  sometimes i would just feel ass irritated. Sometimes i just dont want to be bothered by stuff. Sometimes i just want you to not be so clingy and stuff. Sometimes i just wanna say fuck all this and fuck off.

See the funny thing is, this is what i want. Come to think of it, she really did change me. Or maybe i just forgot how does a real relationship felt like. but my friends say that this is not good.  I dont know.  I wonder sometimes how long will this continue.

Will i still be where am i at now in 5 months time?  I dont know..

By the way.  I would really like the Darth Vader shoes, fuck with you a little longer, mess your relationship, give you the treat that i owe, grab your ass more cause it really looks good, call you a slut, go out with one more date with you, totally humiliate you and lastly, tell you to not bother me with your stupid little crap cause you totally aint my bestie.

Aside from the first point, all the others are about different girls before i met you:)

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